Moshi Moshi

I have rested the idea of leaving for Japan (Kanagawa-ken) about 3 months ago, not looking forward to go on with the trip that would require me to stay there for at least six months so I can work and save enough moolah. I was kinda content and settled here (with a job and my loved ones) that I do not want to go anymore even if I really have to. but then , some situation have changed my feelings about this supposed trip that we expect to (at least) happen on summer ’07 , now I really wanted to go and try my luck there. not just for me to earn enough , save enough dough for a business that I wanted to put up , but also to have new things to do in life .suddenly there’s this desire to explore places , meet new people ,buy THINGS that I really wanted but really not aimed or set goals to have .maybe accomplishing new things whether in form of experience ,material stuff , or new friends would bring a new kind of joy to me.