Jaded II

miserably..
longing for affection,
wishing for the touch,
the kiss ,
the embrace,
like way things are.
missing so much.
longing for the company
as much as it is longed for.
rare it is allowed,
I, to enjoy a moment,
for it seems,
it is much preferred,
to be spent with others,
of which for the life of me,
will never understand...
theres so much love,
no freedom to express..
concern,
understanding,
and sacrifices,
all which,
willingly given..
unnoticed, taken,
is it ever enough?
and until it all ends,
aye,with patience,
the end surely
will come.
looking back,
it would be,
easy,guilt-free
and burdens,
will be Light..

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along..

Young Life

As I grow old, my realization about life becomes deeper,problems get bigger,situations becomes more complicated and i know that you are just like me...
Sometimes we wish we could go back..back to the time when the only man in our life was our dad..our only confidant was our mom,and any pain could be healed by just a band-aid and a bar of chocolate...

I'm the NEW GF (oki)

(L-R) Jojo ,Me ,Wella , Ces Quesada(har, sorry can't help it!) Taps , Budjette , Andre , Dang.