Just feel the pain..

While I thought that I was learning how to live,
I have been learning how to die.

-Leonardo Da Vinci


When I die I shall be content to vanish into nothingness....
No show, however good, could conceivably be good forever....
I do not believe in immortality,
and have no desire for it.

-H.L. Mencken

That's just the way.

It pisses me off when someone wants to get even with me,
& it pisses me more when they think that I'm so naive that
they can get away with it.
People around me have done hideous things,
stuff they thought I have no knowledge of.
Wrong,wrong,wrong!!You are so wrong people..
I may be so DEADMA but not so stupid

MY RO Screenies

Masculado!Fafable talaga parang Bebe >.<


WoW!Legs


Hu hu nagpipilit magmukhang gurl..


Kasing seXXXy ko sila ha ha ha!
(wish ko lang yun, kayo naman react kaagad!)

I'm so busy,busy,busy that i have no time
to level up with them!

Awww...

Sloppy hammy


off to dreamland..


ZZzz..


I love Newbie!

@ Market Market

Pa cute kami!


Pang Friendster!


Ito rin pang Friendster daw.


Wat dat?!


Human Domino!

Deadbeat Club

Kasi pagod na kaming lahat (re: post title) huling hirit itong dinner.

E & E


E,L & L


E & L


L,E & Jo


E & L


Hmmm..


Ang labo naman OH!


Jo & G


L, Jo & G


Sistah!

MoA Adventure

Our first time venturing MoA with Andre & Rachel last July 14.


Text marathon


No!wag mo kami pechuran!


Shh..Kunwari di nya alam nya kinukunan.. he he


Ang hangin!

Walking After You

Spaghetti & Iced Coffee fix @ Cafe Agnes while resting I got too tired walking around with my ate @ the mall..She shops like a mad woman & "ang Lola nyo" can't keep up.

What's my age again?

Sisters ..

Free Fallin'

"Honestly girl ayaw mo na bang magpakasal?".Naku, nabigla naman ako sa tanong na yun, napa isip..Kung itinanong sa akin yan mga 6 years ago siguradong sigurado ako na "Oo ayaw ko na." ang diretsong sagot ko.Sa totoo lang may nag offer na rin na magpa annul at magpakasal uli pero dahil firm ang stand ko na "hindi talaga" nung mga time na yon siempre nag refuse ako isa pa, siguro hindi ko ganun kamahal ung tao. As time goes by hindi ko na napag tuunan ng pansin o naisip ang issue na yan, not unless may magtanong na kaibigan. At ayan na nga, napag usapan uli at nagulat ako sa sarili ko na hindi na automatic ang naging sagot ko na "Ayaw ko na girl." kundi napatigil ako, kinapa ang saloobin, ang totoong nararamdaman, at ang sagot ko ay.."Gusto ko pa rin.." Ang tanong naman ngayon ay "Bakit?" diba?Well eto naman ang mga sagot ko base sa nararamdaman ko. As I grow old nagkakaroon na rin ako ng pag iisip na "Ayoko tumanda alone." Ano namang kinalaman ng pagtanda na mag-isa sa pagpapakasal uli? At a certain point related ang marriage sa sense of security or assurance na may makakasama ako sa pagtanda ko, gusto ko may matatawag akong hubby,partner..mine, gusto ko yung feeling na yun.Dahil mahal na mahal ko ang isang tao gusto ko sabihin na hubby ko sya . Kumplikado ang buhay, pero you di naman masamang mag hope diba?

HiFFon

Cooked this for lunch today,
eh may sipon naman ako so diko rin nalasahan mabuti..huhuh

High & Dry

I find Viggo Mortensen ,
Nathan Petrelli (Adrian Pasdar) from Heroes
& Bamboo Hot. It’s all wild thoughts when I see Johnny Depp
& Patrick Dempsey.
Everything is rosy when I think of Adam Brody

& My cheeks flush with girly high school grin with the sight of
Josh Hartnett,
& my all time favorite granddaddy Pierce Brosnan definitely rings my bell. I can also get it down & dirty with Luis Alandy
(in case you‘re wondering if I have the hots for local guys too!)

I Must...

I must try to get more sleep, grabe payat na ng face ko! although nag lose naman talaga ako ng weight dipa rin dapat ganyan huhuhu hay I need my beauty rest na talaga...
& to think na this photo was taken (tuesday afternoon..) na kakagising ko lang ..

Lethargic Afternoon

Friday afternoon with my dear friend Mavic , we just lazed up all afternoon making endless chika & eating fattening stuff..



The thing is,we found out later on while we were having coffee @ our usual coffee shop tambayan that Mav's cellphone is missing, bad trip diba?






Coffee Freeze fix @ Cafe Agnes.

My Top 10 Mobile mp3 list #2

1 Regina Spektor - Fidelity
2 Robbie Williams - Angels
3 Macy Gray - WhatI gotta do
4 Radiohead - Fake plastic trees
5 Verve Pipe - The freshmen
6 Eagle Eyed Cherry - Save tonight
7 Texas - Inner smile
8 New Order - Regret
9 Moonpools & Caterpillars - Ren
10 Smashing Pumpkins - Perfect

December Affairs

I don’t know what’s with my being involved with people who were born on the month of December. The horoscope says that Aquarius & Sagittarius gets along really well; the thing is I am not a believer of such crap .Now here’s a list of Sagittarians who is on one way or the other had a close (encounter lol!) connection in my life.

December 2 – Ex bf’s birthday
December 3 – another Ex’s bday
December 3 – my bff’s birthday
(Jennifer Bautista- bff’s elementary until college)
December 15 – another Ex’s bday
December 16 – another bff’s birthday

There, & I only stated those that were close to moi, maybe the stars really is the one who can tell who you can really get along well with. Must make an appointment with Manang Bola, perlas na bilog huwag tutulog-tulog!

Ooh yeah!(bulletin satisfaction)

Thank you, thank you guys!for those of you who responded maraming salamat (you know who you are people) now i know na marami talagang nagmamahal sa akin (in every sense kahit gaano ako ka complicated) the response that i got from friendster pips really made my day..Apo lalaki need not really worry about his LoLa,Wagi pa rin & still rollin'!!woohoo!mwahzzzz!

Who me??

yep the complicated,distorted & impulsive me..

* who will stick it out with you kahit ano pa
* who will listen to your whining & rumblings basta ba makakapagpabuti ng pakiramdam mo
* who will keep quiet kahit mali ka pa just to avoid arguments (tamad ba o bobo lang sa debate?)
* who will keep your deepest darkest secrets (proven na yan kahit patayin mo pa ako)
* who will always forgive but never really forgets

Eto pa.Me who is..

* stupid (kasi may puso)
* damn lazy (tamad lang talaga)
* walang pakialam sa pera pero di naman gastadora
* very quiet & distant if may problema
* (medyo) chismosa
* always tired,always sick
* iyakin pag bad trip
* not suicidal at all
* habulin (wahaha!)
>_<''

Shhhh....

nap time...and it's cold..

Day dreaming

Bamboo is hotstuff
in the Colt 45 commercial..I don't care if nobody agrees with me he he, they will be reduced to dust..

Tout Seul (alone)

I haven't got used to doing things alone for a while, but then there would come a time that you have to accomplish simple things all by yourself like

* traveling four hours going to the province by bus.

* malling.

* doing the groceries.

* ventured Makati & got lost in the process.

simple mundane things pero nakakapanibago,but hey ok lang talaga..